Its still a long way to go...

adieu

Ever since secondary school, I've always believed in 'facing the music'... no matter what it is... how bad it is... face it and you will grow. It will sting. It will stink... but when u wake up the next day, you should just wake up feeling happy you've experienced something like that... and that its plain dumb and really stupid to wake up feeling sore. Some people might also think i'm a bit crazy to do this 'cos in a way its like torturing yourself... but i believe you should teach yourself that it doesn't hurt at all.

Anyway.. ever since young.. i've always had the affinity with the things i see around me.. the places that i passed by have become or had became part of me... When i was young, i used to past by SJI without knowing that it would become my secondary school... In NS, i would pass by hall 6 whenever we had range.. and i always thought that it looked realli chui and that the rooms reminded me of toilet cubicles from the outside.. i ended up living in one of these toilet cubicle rooms for 3 years already.. but no matter how.. i can't really peek into the future and see what will happen next .. nobody can... oh well..

August wasn't so good.. This mth.. so far not looking good.. Wonder what's planned out for the month of October.. hope it would better..

Thanks guys once again. I'm fine anyway. Its something of the past. Today wasn't totally bad... i had food, someone smsed me today at least.. and it always feel good to overtake people from the outside during sprints... too bad my endurance isn't good... need to train harder.