Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Fyp...i think i am starting to become a really hard and cold person from it... behaving more like a reclusive hermit not wanting to do anything until i find out the golden formula to life.

its really scary and demoralising when you can spend hours trying to figure out something but in the end, you are equally as clueless as you started out... so can that be considered as hardworking ? Cos you were actually doing work for those few hours , but in the end, you don't really know totally how to proceed on.

Just as what Jx said... nobody done their fyp before.. its gonna be difficult... but is it this difficult?

the clock is ticking and 5 weeks just ticked past me already...

oh man.

its times like this i remember what my dad told me, about being "selfish" and "putting yourself first" when you are in a fix.. that i really want to do 'it'.

i need more time and i don't think just skipping lectures will do me a favour. it would add more to my worries of catching up..

Especially when i am banging on my fyp to be my career saver...

i would do anything to just know what to do...

can't help but feel helpless right now...

2 comments:

Boonzilla said...

Ai zai bro. FYP is like this. If it's not challenging den why have FYP in the 1st place. Along the way ull sure have ups & downs. Sometimes lost with no directions. Sometimes all of sudden with inspirations & motivations. Work on that when they comes. Self discipline!

Btw, where are all the experience pics in ur camera? I'm still waiting!

jonah said...

yo yo.. buddy.. you can do it.. JIA YOU.. step at a time ok.. it is really like that for me too. Initially i dun really know what i am doing also. Talk to your mentor. ASK for advice, run more test and experiments.. FYP is about luck too. maybe after 10 trys you will get 1 good set of data than can write paper le.. ha..