Tuesday, February 2, 2010

how much is it enough?

My gf told me today that sometimes she wonder if it is normal for me to spend so much time in fyp... and am i penalising my other modules..

to me.. i wonder if its normal for my fyp to tax me like this.

its something interesting to do, but there's too much to do and just one of me.
i have my modules to study too.
i would also like to go for training too..

I just came back from another meeting this morning, which i slept at 3am after finishing my slides and woke up again at 545am to head down to tan tock seng hospital from school. Reached there at 7 plus, decided to head to TTSH itself and have breakfast, chill at starbucks and people watch. Today was a followup for last week's meeting with the physicians and there's one more meeting this coming thurs. For that, there's also alot of 'follow-up' work to do.


things that surround me these days..

my 2 earlier meetings went okay, though the earlier was quite a disappointing as the manufacturer wasn't able to turn up... his advice would be invaluable and we could have used them to amend our work one whole shot instead of doing bits every meeting, delaying the projected date for the meeting. the later hospital one where me and my team presented to the physicians attending to our project about the operation of the device. It was good as there wasn't much complaints though they don't approved a part of my device. oh well.. wasted my effort. My prof also addressed an email to our team saying that he was impressed with the presentation. well.. that something good i guess.

there was so much to do... despite my efforts on my free time without class and the trainings i skipped, i pulled all nighters on the nights before both meetings just to avoid being whapped by professor. That icky feeling of having just 15 minutes before your presentation and you still can't finish your work sort of situation can really make a person feel crazy and lonely suddenly..and definitely very very desperate.

anyway, i think i am going to conk out soon.
i better take a nap soon before my body shuts down and before my fluids lect later.

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