Every Friday is a good Friday.

Thanks to those who helped on Tuesday evening.(oldman ash and brave smallprince) it was freaky but glad nothin happened. i'm still tired abt it... lost some sleep over the week but better losing sleep than a person. i think they should start a ribbon project for r/s breakup survivors.. they need some affirmation.

Friends are always there for you. be it close or not dat close, i think most people can provide a listening for you to rant, grieve about it. but there's no reason for anyone to pick the 'fast foward to your time' card in any case. be responsible for your actions and note that there are more people affected by your decisions than you think. Friends, as on lookers can only help u and advise u that much. if you dun wanna help yourself, no one can. but one thing for sure, they will be sad. needless to say, parents will be the worst hit ones.

think people shld read the 90/10 principle that boon posted.. it would be good. http://boonzilla.blogspot.com/2008_08_01_archive.html

Its' been a busy week. well not realli that busy at work.. but more so when i reach home. its de week b4 M_r500. last week of pushing. i've been doing the runs as what mr zx prescribed, running at speed 12 for 10 as warm up then 13 - 13.5 for 20 mins, did ergos and weights to condition my muscles to the strain. hope it helps. and i'm busy with coordinating the inaugural P.I.M_ P (party in Melvin's place) hah. i stole that abbreviation from the SCC's carnival night for young sportsmen in the different sections. I didn't realli particularly liked going to the event though.. couldn't really find myself fitting into the scene.. SCC's more of an 'atas' place and i'm more of a simple , middle class family, more at ease with kopitiams, neighbourhood shopping malls. so yeah. i'm only in scc cos of lawnbowls and also cos i've been inside with my friends since JC after our teacher in charge, Mrs Lim jio us in.. (she's l_im yu b)eng's mom btw..and a great teacher)

Anyway, this P.I.M_P event is to celebrate huishan's bdae one of my jc lawn bowls club friends.. haha. we've been meeting up very regularly since the start of this year to celebrate one another's bdaes. i'm also holding it cos i wanna try holding a gathering for my friends over in my house. i've been wanting to hold one for my dragonboat team .. well not for the whole team.. but mebbe my batch and a few others. (dunno if that can materialise or not.. ) together with my new wii.. it only gives more reason to do so.. previously i only had a ps2. but it isn't much of a party gaming system though. now i only wished i have a better tv system and a better looking home.. haha. its getting old and unfurnished. and the other day some rat from the outside prata store came into my home.. (nabe$^#&*)

well.. for now.. everything seems good.. i've been driving out to the neighbourhood malls to look for a couple more wii game titles to add more fun when we play. a lil bit chor on my pocket. but i think its worth it bah. (i'm still getting over the fact that i didnt make the best buy for my wii.. could have saved alot if i bought everything separately instead of trying to buy all and bargain from the same shop.. ) now i only need to find the 2007 'warioware, smooth moves" and the wii would be truely fun bah.

for the food part of the party, haha. i think mebbe my dad's busy but then he's a lil lazy, he's not really participating much. esp when he's the 'advisor chef' for this mini party. zzz. wonder what will happen if i were to invite my db friends. all of us guys can eat sooo much.. and everybody ate good food before so there's a certain level of standard in the food i will have to provide.. if only i have half of his skills good le. (anyway. no choice we can always go to the house of seafood @ 180 just outside my home. its just a stone throw away.. meaning also literally i can throw a stone and hit their roof if i wanted to. its that near. crazy place. its packed to the brim every nite..seriously.. we right now having recession meh? there's people enjoying da yu da rou everynite. even though its so near. i doubt my family will eat there, kopitiam chix rice and zichar w/o seafood is good enuff le). think i better buck up and do up my ia report on weeknites, so when come weekends, i can do some eca back at home in the kitchen.

anyway, sian 1/2 .. i jus received a mail from my colleague saying that no more plant shuddown 4 me in april and may. there's a demand increase for the coy's products.. but then.. good bah. hopefully, its a sign of the economy recovering, mebbe we can recover say ard 10% or more by the time my friends grad in june.

i hope for the best for tml's m_r500. it would be a relevation for us to plan our next step for the final push for june. the thot of competiting in the marina barrage , marina floating platform area then makes me excited.

i just hope god has a plan for me to find the right words at the right time , as well for me and the future her.