"the clouds are here... he's come to see us..."

"life is great... "
"this is the most experienced rower in our team..."
"swee..."
"pi ah..."

seeing the videos.
they remind me of the last 3 years.
how that there's always something against me participating in the comps.

its the same this year yet again.
and perhaps not just me but the remaining of my motley crew of 5.

in the past, its always the army.
this year, its cos of my new job...

yep, i've got a job offer, passed the interviews but yet to sign.
pays okay but the work's tough.
it's kinda good for starters i guess.

i wonder how it would be like when i start, would i have the time to come back?
i was thinking about it in church today, kinda feel silly for not asking ahead abt the training programme.
guessed no matter how, i will still have to go thru it and it comes first over the other training programme then...

just like how some will pick up their sar21 and chiong shua, some will pick up their spanner and head onboard a ship, some will drive about singapore meeting people over coffee...

for now.
lets just finish this report. i look forward to the end of it all.

i kinda got what i wanted for the 4 yrs. not all went well, but i've got mostly what i wished for. i should end it well too..